Trusting my intuition

intuition trusting Oct 02, 2021

Over here feeling pretty satisfied and proud of myself

Sometimes you just know that you gotta break out of your comfort zone + do something that feels like a stretch

For me, starting my podcast felt HARD

I’m comfy speaking to crowds, on a stage, on camera, etc... but somehow recording a podcast felt like it was too much work. You know me, I love it when things feel easy... yet the desire to do this thing just wouldn’t quit.

So I started recording in March. I just did it without judging myself. Shared what felt good at the time + just pushed publish... putting myself out there felt so raw and vulnerable!

I took a little break after I recorded 10 episodes to make sure it was something I really wanted to do... and after a few weeks I realized I was excited to record more episodes. That’s when I knew that it was aligned, that I felt inspired + any resistance I felt coming up was just my fear of being vulnerable. Not that I should stop or try another way of sharing my truth. I trusted my body's signals that this was a yes.

See, I’m obsessed with sharing my downloads. I will get sick if I hold things in. I am so called to share all this info I receive.

I can remember being a teenager wanting my friends to listen to my poetry... crying when it felt like no one cared about what I had to say. It always felt important that I share my words. I wondered if it was an ego thing back then, but now I know it’s just part of what I came here to do as a trailblazing change making empathic lightworker.

I’m so glad that I trust myself to take inspired action when I feel called to.

I'm pretty excited to be back to podcasting again + it feels so good this time. I used to feel so awkward + unsure of what to say, what topic to discuss...

I asked my intuition what to do... How I could make this easier... I learned from human design that as a generator I need to respond to things around me. So I tried it. I looked around... Now I just respond to questions I hear/see online from other empaths + lightworkers. SO MUCH EASIER WHEN I RESPOND RATHER THAN TRY TO INITIATE!

Here's this week's podcast episode 💜

I’m curious though, is there something you are feeling called to do but haven’t? What’s holding you back? How would it feel to just do the damn thing? What’s the worst thing that could happen? I asked myself these questions + realized my desire to act was stronger than my fear of sounding stupid. So I did it. And I continue to do it, I’m back to recording every week again + it feels so good. 💜🔥⚡️